At the age of 5 years old the horrors of religion were told to me then they were retold to me in christian school at the age of nine years old this and the fact that millions of innocent people will someday die and there heads will be forcefully chopped off there bodies religious stuff has always scared me half to death, made me a huge horror fan and given me tons of nightmares but i still somehow wonder about religion and about  all of the haunting horrors behind it like a complicated puzzle with hundreds of scattered missing pieces that i just want to connect and find a way to make some since of it all